I learned a lot from one of my earlier managers, from my previous work place, Varun Pancholi when he was one of the managers for a major insurance company. He told me something during the last few days of my tenure then, which opened my eyes. I forget the exact conversation, but we were talking [...]
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Choices in life, make us who we are
Posted in Personal on January 7, 2008 | 3 Comments »
Will the real me please stand up?
Posted in Personal on October 28, 2007 | Leave a Comment »
It’s been a while hasn’t it? Since I’ve looked at you in the mirror and thought who this monster is? Well I don’t pride myself in being one, but it’s what circumstances have made me. A social pretender who walks at all times among the “normal” people of society trying pretending to be one [...]
Plan B
Posted in Personal on September 7, 2007 | 1 Comment »
Do most of us actually have a plan B in life? I dunno…and what if plan B don’t work? Do we look for a plan C????
Most of my life, i’ve always walked around, never looking for a plan B, maybe it’s high time I started looking for one. One thing that’s served me well in [...]
Hate me…
Posted in Personal on September 7, 2007 | Leave a Comment »
I have to block out thoughts of you, so I don’t lose my head
They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I’m alone
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home
There’s a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in [...]
The Hunt is on….
Posted in Personal on August 26, 2007 | Leave a Comment »
The time has come,
When ur worst nightmare will end,
only for a new one to begin.
I’m waiting,
I’m standing here,
you can see me right?
Well..just bring it.
Thinking…
Posted in Personal on August 26, 2007 | Leave a Comment »
Whatta lousy weekend this turned out to be…I mean, the one chance i get to unwind, and there’s fire. Its always something or the other that comes up to screw me over. I swear to god, my frustration levels are going up, it will be soon before i really snap at something or someone….real soon.
Oh [...]
Moving on…
Posted in Personal, the disciple on August 20, 2007 | Leave a Comment »
Well the leaf is definately dead…atleast for me, I don’t think this man, has the inter-testicular fortitude to get the job done..if he does, well good for him, i’ve got some “friends” riding on that.
I’ve got bigger plans, plans that don’t involve anyone else but me. So its still with the spider until further notice.
Redemption – Day 2
Posted in Personal, the disciple on July 9, 2007 | Leave a Comment »
Well I’m in day 2 of my redemption program. Went this morning and boy did it feel good. Now since that is on track, i just need to figure out how to get my money and keep from going back into depression.
I pulled out my old records, over the weekend, apparently i went over for [...]
The road to redemption
Posted in Personal on July 7, 2007 | Leave a Comment »
Well today i truly started on the road to my redemption. I decided, not to sit on my ass and moan about things, when actually I can do something about it. I took the fist step today, many miles from home, and while i was standing there in that chamber, unsure of what the results [...]
Yeah so…
Posted in Personal on July 6, 2007 | Leave a Comment »
Life’s a bitch, the way things have been goin over the last couple of days. I’m not sure, why…the truth is i’m not sure anymore.
The 2nd round of the serum was a total failure. It didn’t work. I don’t know whats next. The fact remains that, this never seems to leave me alone. Just when [...]
